I feel so alone.
it’s just me and God. my family’s around and my friends and my boyfriend. but I’m still alone. I don’t have someone I can share anything and everything with. I don’t have someone who will just listen and doesn’t have to understand but will still try. I’ve always been this lonely. and it’s a time in my life where this just eats me up and I can’t deal with it. I don’t know what to do, about anything. I have absolutely no direction and no one who can offer help. I feel terrible and depressed and I see no future for myself. I don’t know where I belong. without someone I can turn to, I have nowhere to go. I fear that it will always be this way. but I have learned a valuable lesson.
being surrounded by people doesn’t mean you can’t be lonely.