someone come stab me in the chest for real since I’m already feeling that way anyway.

tonight went a lot better than I thought it would. it was amazing. I didn’t think I’d feel this way. the best thing is when you start to fall for someone unexpectedly. you go into it not expecting much and then bam, you realize how much you’re smiling and how happy you’ve become.

just came to the realization that my life is really not that great at all. I know, everyone on here complains about that. but I can honestly say my life could be so much more. sure I’ve got some good friends, I don’t really get in trouble, school isn’t bad. but I know it could all be a lot better. I’m tired of the same thing day in and day out. I need something or someone to change this.